INVOCATOR LYRICS

Album: ''Excursion Demise' (1991)

1. EXCURSION DEMISE

As the silence looms before us
tears are flowing out from our eyes
detatching our frantic desperation
as our stagnant bodies arise

on the haunted path of existence
assuring my severe fate
twisted eyes crying for the end
forever in my mind desolates

(chorus):
memories i lock you up
on the sheets the act was done
now dwells in me
devours me from within
but you can't see
memories paint you black
never to stand in my mind again
but in my sleep control is lost
you're back again
memories i disgust you
because you're in me
you're in me
'til the end of time
excursion demise

a place where time stands still
feel the sickening disgrace
abandonment of humanity
hateful flames pumping inner rain
filling me as i go insane

no salvation just a hopeless spite
excursion demise
lives are taken tasting gruesome plight
excursion demise
for sick passions paying brutal death
in torment you fly
excursion demise

on the haunted path of existence
assuring my severe fate
twisted eyes crying for the end
forever in my mind desolates

(repeat chorus)


2. (...TO A TWISTED RECESS OF MIND)

Instrumental

INS
3. FORSAKEN ONES

death unfolds beneath this sun
wasted breedings expire in one
causing lasting delusion
in forsaken relations left behind

(chorus)
deterioate the abject existence...
which incapacitates...
the wonderful soul to last...
when insanity tears our ways apart...
time increases...
forsaken ones...
abusing the prospect to live in sanity...
moribund state...
reminder of my vanity...
turns to selfdestructive haze...
forsaken ones...

devoid seeking human quality
that seems lacking in our excursion
burning waters, fervent pain
mirrors screaming, dark reproach

words that you speak
leave a trembling fear in me
emersion of shallows sympathy
forsaken souls now will fall as one
dementia
never saw the sun

black is filling all sights out there
plaguesome spots, blinding fear
writing r.i.p. after everyone
empty eyes, swallowed death insane

(repeat chorus)

haunting the substantial healthy remains
rampageously fading away
resistance so hopelessly, experience fate
harvest, unending decay

taste forbidden fruits
live out your rampant desire
covered with symptoms confirming end
as the tone in your voice expires


4. THE PERSISTENCE FROM MEMORIAL CHASM

I had a dream this night
leading me into chapter one
of a versified event
numb, slipping right into
the void of the past
which seemed within my sphere

but dreams cannot heal a scarred within
today i'm not able to touch

I felt a strange delight
breathing life into my dreams
of a level sentient
a new intrusion of the realm of illusions
that caused me all that pain

and so wrong these dreams of joy i must repress
forever living for a future unknown

I felt so good this night
reading the lines of chapter two
i replenishing my wish
iredeemable
but somehow it melted my day
so soon to be

but dreams cannot heal a scarred within
today i'm not able to touch

the dreams to be recalled...
to the past they belong
fake happiness and joy
no more a dream, it haunts
memories want me back
but dies at dawn
and so wrong these dreams of joy i must repress
forever living for a future unknown

can i just turn away a sunlit time?
embrace my dreams - so fatal lies
from sleep to reality, a twisted mind
behold this dream - o, the pain...

(lead: Schultz)

can i just turn away from warmer winds
i search within beneath my skin
from sleep to reality dies everything
the persistence from memorial chasm

(lead: Hansen)
(lead: Schultz)
(lead: Hansen)


5. ABSURD TEMPTATION

back in the days of misleading thoughts
hopelessly lost
try to refuse it, but it's no use
with emotions tossed

(lead: Hansen)

enfold your double standard ways
that i have observed
just stop your masquerade, 'cause it's all too late
my contempt serves

(chorus)
can't live with this...
absurd temptation...
break free from this...
self condemnation...

such extreme emotions generate hate
and expelled naivety
extinguish the light
i've seen in this bitch
it somewhat blackens explicitly

conceiving myself
that the open wings
were a trustful sign of hope
desperately seeking some kind of confident
but with such things it's hard to cope

left with this dishartening sensation
that with time leads to selfdisdain
another part of my soul is conquered by the desert
which leaves only bitterness to remain

slowly executed are the hopes
as this hibernation seems eternal
staring at the light above
searching for the stairs with the access

(lead: Schultz)

robbed by anxiety
emotions so battered untold
festered my destiny
eternal disgust fills my mocking soul

(lead: Hansen)

consume the tempters hidden world
that cleanse so fake
realize the mess
that oneself made
o, tempt his ways

(repeat chorus)

(lead: Schultz)


6. SCHISMATIC INJECTIVE THERAPY

gaining life in the darkest corners
that no one sees
infinite powers chopping souls in two
falls out from the draining increasing seed

distant traces leading us into temptation
a fainted hidden concious killing inspiration

(pre-chorus):
in a world where the exit can't be found
where the walls close in forcing us forever down
schismatic symptoms
growing strong within our minds

(chorus):
floating hopelessy
breeding endelssly
schismatic injective therapy
survival
a sarcastic hope
suffer massive insanity

changing all from white to black

(lead: Hansen)

extinct ourselves in this selfmade war
where no one learns
the process slow, but yet so effective
leave behind a dying world

twisted faces breathing death in massive doses
as life fades away in giant airy decomposion

(repeat pre-chorus)
(repeat chorus)
(lead: Schultz)
(lead: Hansen)

(bridge)

population joining death
in their crownded tombs
let my whisper end in thunder
as i no longer can't ignore our doom

distant traces leading us into temptation
a fainted hidden concious killing inspiration

(repeat pre-chorus)
(repeat chorus)

drained
left alone in the deepest ocean
defeat
the final 'cause this never ends

(lead: Schultz)

thoughts
a thing that only causes devastation
travel
through schismatic injective therapy

(lead: Hansen)

7. OCCURANCE CONCEALED

Occurence Concealed 
Is poverty the plague of the new generation? 
Economical corruption caused by leaders of oppression 
Cheating you with words false and meaningless to them 
Fascism and hate is the law they're living for! 

Rottenness revealed in the higher men's places 
Greed and corruption are shattering the weak 
Giving all illusions to their own necessity 
If you will survive you must fight on your own! 

[Chorus:] 
Putridity revealed - interminable destitution 
Occurrence concealed - solicitudes expiration 
Putridity revealed - interminable destitution 
Occurrence concealed - solicitudes expiration 

Ruling governments are taking every chance 
To destroy, dispose and none will live it through 
Shattered ideas, the population is betrayed 
Deceived and displeased, criminal reinforcement! 

Born to poverty, is this what you expect 
From a government of brains to which we all pay? 
All tyrannical leaders are chosen by their own 
So you'll never live to see a life without greed! 

[Chorus] 

[Lead: Schultz, Hansen, Schultz, Hansen] 

The conditions of life become difficult to see 
Will this ever stop or is it just meant to be? 
Raging and hating grow fast among the poor 
Insurrection of hunger is now a waste of time 

Unemployment rises in the lower social life 
A scaring, dreadful subject which all are talking about 
But who will have the strength and possess the guts it needs 
To change this putrid plague and destroy it for lifetime 

[Chorus] 

Behind this painted surface the decay is clear to see 
Destroying what they can, no nature left behind 
Exploitation, greed, corruption, aren't them an end? 
Defalcation, need, oppression, this will never change! 

The militant development is wasting big amounts 
And you know that your money has gone there too 
Leave us in the dirt and take all our bucks 
Buy more weapons, is this where it lacks? 

[Chorus]

8. BEYOND INSUFFERABLE DORMANCY

Taste the descending
Moments of amusement and joy
Pulsating nightmares exaggerate
Strikes in pain in the hours of day

Demolish
Now everything is distorted in my mind
Can't help it now that it's gone too far
No distinguish between wrong and right

To watch...
The silence without eyes...
To chase time...
In the echoes of my cries...

Taste the descending
Light as the room turns black
My fear just grows enormous
And from confidence I lack

Obfuscate
The preventive ways to go
Invoke the dying sleep
As I'm sinking slow

To watch...
The silence without eyes...
To chase time...
In the echoes of my cries...

Take a look into my world of obfuscation

Beyond insufferable dormancy
A frightened soul so terrified
Where confidence means poverty
Beyond insufferable dormancy

Close in the heavens before me
I wish for a life beyond this dormant point
Taste the descending
Sense to steal our souls
This winter freezing sorrow
Brings death to take it's toll

To watch...
The silence without eyes...
To chase time...
In the echoes of my cries...

9. INNER CONTRARIETIES

Desperation in the frustrated mind
As the real world stands before my eyes
This obnoxious addiction forced a restriction
Because dream world also has its price

Afraid to build a mutual love and trust
Too easy seeing through fake faces
The only manageable way to escape
Must be another trip to oblivion

Society...
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of...
Anxiety...
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation...
Invalidate...
This sickness got stronger when they also realized...
It's too late...
I'm moving fast down the stairway to death...

This way to life has its consequences
Not so easy to turn back to life again
Once started down in this hell

Always stuck in misery and pain

When you feel like your soul has started to rot
And your goals you never succeed
Lying here welcoming death
God, what has happened to me?

Society...
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of...
Anxiety...
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation...
Invalidate...
This sickness got stronger when they also realized...
It's too late...
I'm moving fast down the stairway to death...

Oh please drag me up from this blackened world
The addiction's got my hands in its chains
Surely lost all the contact with myself
Will this putrid life ever change?

Here I am for you all the people "who cared"
My rotten flesh will be what remains
Just give me one single thought
This last day
As I shoot death into my veins

Afraid to build a mutual love and trust
Too easy seeing through fake faces
The only manageable way to escape
Must be another trip to oblivion

Society...
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of...
Anxiety...
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation...
Invalidate...
This sickness got stronger when they also realized...
It's too late...
I'm moving fast down the stairway to death...