Album: ''Early Years" (1994)
1. DISMAL SERFAGE
Strucked in a place, With pliant rockfaces
Rubbish flee in wind
Detoxicated, Acid precipitation
Windows allways dim
No excitement, Go round in circles
Happyness worn out
In an act, Both pitiful and shocking
It all turns grey
No one knows, Who they are, Even I don’t
Uncertain case, Of immunity
Suspicious ways to die
I’m thinking to much, Repression sets in
Forget about it all
Things passing by, Scratched windows
Perception fading out
Chorus: Dismal Serfage, Dismal Serfage
Day out day in, I see this thing
In it I am trapped
No contact, With my body, Loss of mortal signs
My brain is stucked, in this hell
The nightmare I live through
This life I live, is throughout pain,
Could I Just die?
No one here, to help me out, they don’t care at all
I am trapped, to hard to escape, from my mortal body
No chance to forfeit, my death is too late
Here I will remain
My feelings towards, The system here
Will result in hate
Chorus: Dismal Serfage, Dismal Serfage
Repeat 1st verse
2. INSURRECTED DESPAIR
Look at the death as being nature’s dedicated
Certain peroration of your excistence
You shouldn’t be afraid of the cease to exist
Fallacious thoughts will be your own decay
The end doesn’t mean retaliation of the gods
Irreligious people wont regret their choice
Death will always stay intricate and indignant
I hope you wont discover the despair in my eyes
Now your dying fast and the journey goes far
Near the extreme point where your soul will disappear.
Don’t be death defying I’ll mourn by your bed
Soon the light’s fading I feel the chill of death.
That means eternal life youth ceaselessly
Another condition not cessation of existence
Death will always stay intricate and indignant
I hope you wont discover the despair in my eyes
Chorus:
Insurrected Despair – Don’t defy your death
Insurrected Despair – To death you crave to slip
You’re close to putrefy and the room will soon eclipse
Perish will my fear innovating into tears
Dejected is my thoughts I’m a relic of the past
Did you have to leave? Screamed in desperation
Where will you remain do not forfelt your sense
I reproach myself it’ll be my infatuation
Death will always stay intricate and indignant
Now I have discovered the despair in your eyes
I said some things to you the last hours of your life
Will it alterate the years from me ahead?
Did I distort your attitude I claimed what I thought?
I’m not so sure now when I am soon to die
I crave to live again give me back my youth
But why will I return to hatred and ignorance?
Death will always stay intricate and indignant
I will soon decay with despair in my eyes
Chorus:
Insurrected Despair – Don’t defy your death
Insurrected Despair – To death you crave to slip
3. Restraint Life
They’re preaching about light and that means life
You know Christianity and it’s a lie
Run to the oight, but that’s your decay
Realize the truth: Light is your fate
Rcapture your soul seek the dark
Don’t listen to fools who are playing smart
Praising the lord with ridicules songs
Life is nice but they are wrong
Chorus: Restraint Life x4
Tried to convince you that the dark is pain
You’ll go to hell they also claim
In obscurity places you have to find
The thing which gives you eternal life
By running to the light you’ll be immortal
But people dies and that’s their fault
You want your soul not to forfeit
By losing you life to a wrong faith
CH0RUS: Restraint Life x 4
Decay of life – no will to live
Vitality – is slow extinct
Choose a faith – believe in yourself
You open the gate into your soul
What you see is a perishing cold
You have to change it before it’s too late
Otherwise It’ll be remain
By renewing your soul depression is gone
The preachers is lost one by one
Their deathroll will be passed on
To the next generation their holy songs
Chorus: Restraint Life x 4
4. THE SCARS REMAIN
Judging again without intelligence
Feeling quite uncertain
A definate sentence based on empty facts
Defy your trembling hand
Finding your complete insults like the nicest minds
Can’t see through the cover you wear does it make me blind?
Chorus:
I must endure ridicule and scorn
Is it my own stupidity I’ve worn?
Will you ever give apology?
The scars remain – forever naïve
It’s closing my mind the concrete I bear
I’m planning my payback
We meet again I’ve made amends
Feelings now I lack
With frustrations and ignorance I’m wearing my dark clothes.
Retaliation of the thousand scars entering your thoughts
Chorus:
I must endure ridicule and scorn
Is it my own stupidity I’ve worn?
Will you ever give apology?
The scars remain – forever naïve
Now I know revenge is fulfilled
Am I feeling better?
The concrete didn’t fall apart
My mind remain closed
Maybe after all it was only my own fault?
Now I’m heading darker after being more tought
Chorus:
I must endure ridicule and scorn
Is it my own stupidity I’ve worn?
Will you ever give apology?
The scars remain – forever naïve
5. ALTERATIONS
Alterations
You've got this weird feeling of fear
That someone's watching you close
You must demean yourself to calm it
Down with some stuff of sickening chill
But an explicit, deceptive effect
Forces you to take more
It's the fictitious world you're dying in
So death is condign!
[Chorus:]
Please point out the way that's right
Please bring me a nice dream this night
One that can relief my questions
The one of life alterations!
It seems like I am the only one to care
But I'm not the one to blame
Are you just careless concerning your own health?
Or have you just lost your sense?
How can I hide that I'm so tired of
The carefree deaf humanity
When the punishment, decay and disease
Are beyond all your beliefs!
[Chorus]
[Lead: Schultz, Hansen, Schultz, Hansen]
Why do I have so many questions
And not one single answer to them?
I am so helpless alone here
And yet it's crowded up
Nobody to call my inner self
And make me wake up
I am dying slowly from deep within
Do you have a space for me?
[Chorus]
Why haven't anyone told me all
And everything about life?
Just about the womb from where I was born
Is there anyone to blame?
Is heaven a place for those who prey
And not for some like me?
Why not entomb me in a hole
And I'll just rot in peace?
[Chorus]
[Lead: Schultz, Hansen]
6. OCCURENCE CONCEALED
Occurence Concealed
Is poverty the plague of the new generation?
Economical corruption caused by leaders of oppression
Cheating you with words false and meaningless to them
Fascism and hate is the law they're living for!
Rottenness revealed in the higher men's places
Greed and corruption are shattering the weak
Giving all illusions to their own necessity
If you will survive you must fight on your own!
[Chorus:]
Putridity revealed - interminable destitution
Occurrence concealed - solicitudes expiration
Putridity revealed - interminable destitution
Occurrence concealed - solicitudes expiration
Ruling governments are taking every chance
To destroy, dispose and none will live it through
Shattered ideas, the population is betrayed
Deceived and displeased, criminal reinforcement!
Born to poverty, is this what you expect
From a government of brains to which we all pay?
All tyrannical leaders are chosen by their own
So you'll never live to see a life without greed!
[Chorus]
[Lead: Schultz, Hansen, Schultz, Hansen]
The conditions of life become difficult to see
Will this ever stop or is it just meant to be?
Raging and hating grow fast among the poor
Insurrection of hunger is now a waste of time
Unemployment rises in the lower social life
A scaring, dreadful subject which all are talking about
But who will have the strength and possess the guts it needs
To change this putrid plague and destroy it for lifetime
[Chorus]
Behind this painted surface the decay is clear to see
Destroying what they can, no nature left behind
Exploitation, greed, corruption, aren't them an end?
Defalcation, need, oppression, this will never change!
The militant development is wasting big amounts
And you know that your money has gone there too
Leave us in the dirt and take all our bucks
Buy more weapons, is this where it lacks?
[Chorus]
7. THE PERSISTENCE FROM MEMORIAL CHASM
The Persistence From Memorial Chasm
Back in the days of laughter and fun
We were the perfect to prevent any tears to come
Promising that nothing could ever fail
You weren't ready to receive the final nail
The tiny loss of health would drive someone insane
Fading fast away could only leave some remains
So you meet the fate in which you've never believed
Are you happy now for the things you've achieved?
Now in my mind there's only despair
Could I just go on or did I even care?
Decaying to a world so far from yourself
You're gone by now that's what the rumors tell
The instant kind of pain would drive another insane
Resulted in sending you "The Dying Day"
So you meet the fate in which you've never believed
Are you happy now for the things you've achieved?
The immaterial things you did for me
Reflected in underserved sympathy
Were you certain in the way you acted?
I'm sure it is a brain you lack!
The incessant missing person drove me more insane
Stupidly protecting you from a world of hate
So you meet the fate in which you've never believed
Are you happy now for the things you've achieved?
So my doubt grew fast and more each day
Could I miss one so much or was it meant this way?
Sometimes the chasm of my soul came close
Where were you when I needed you most?
The careless kind of world drove my void insane
But from where should I know that I'd wait in vain?
So I met the fate in which I've never believed
Am I happy now for the things I've achieved?
The anachronism in my carnal thoughts
Gives more depreciation to the dying force
Anxious I prepare the final call
Captious words in my anterior form
[Lead: Schultz]
The cauterized minds of the ethereal need
Makes me forget how much I for you feel
Inveracity hides in your nicest deeds
The persistence of memorial chasm!!!
[Lead: Hansen, Schultz, Hansen]
[Repeat 1st and 2nd verses]
8. Pursuit Of A Rising Necessity
Pursuit Of A Rising Necessity
Turn around, look at me
I'll tell you what's bothering me!
Where's responsibility?
Do we have the same ideas?
The abject sense of humour
That you're trying forcing through
Exceed my patience and I'll might
Point you own gun right at you!
[Chorus:]
Pursuit of a rising necessity
The feelings that nobody believes
Errors in the ways of humanity
Collision of the topics never needed
The intractable attitude
Shows the clear diffidence
Needless talk I can't take
All your so-called friends
Vilification is the symbol of
Your own stupidity
So feel a lot more sensible
When you think you're arguing with me!
[Chorus]
[Lead: Hansen, Schultz]
Take your stupid money
Go to hell, turn my back, I don't care
As long as I'm alive
You'll soon be aware of me
Your way to behave
Show a clear affinity to the scum
So just insult me while you can
I think you'll surely regret your mistake!
[Chorus]
9. THE ETERNAL WAR (ARTILLERY COVER)
Invaders came in from the ocean
Tortured and killed all our men
Raped all our women and burned down
The world we had build up through the years
There's no way out of this torment
They killing us all one by one
We're washing the blood of our bodies
But soon they return again
Invaders - they raped our land
Invaders - death by their hand
They taking control of our system
Tortured and killed all the damned
To fight against all the violence
We all stand apart till we die
What will become of our culture
When madmen have taken control
To be a sign of our time
They came in from the sea
In the dead of night
Blood and misery
In the night you could hear
The screams…
10. THE PROMISE OF AGONY (DARK ANGEL COVER)
You tell me what will become of us?
Are the lines so drawn and the stage so set,
That as we age what reamins is burdened sufferance?
My mortality looms in its visage is doom,
And it's speaking to me alone.
The years will unfold but what is the use?
In solitude I'm left to atone.
The sins of my past are returning to gnaw at my core,
The scars I have left and those that have been left on me.
My purpose in life, is it unfair to assume I have one?
I'm not fooling myself, what now awaits is a nightmarish end.
What I'm saying, do you understand?
Do you know what it's like to feel inadequate?
And the future ahead has no place for you,
As if you ever thought it did...
Alone in my shell, if I come out I'll die,
I don't want to escape though I should.
No, just leave me alone,
*I don't want your help!!!
*Yeah, if you could ease my pain you would... (right!)
No, you don't even know me!
And your words of comfort fall upon deaf and frightened ears,
I lament my bitter fate, lachrymation upon examining my fears.
I've built a fortress around my soul, impregnable the door,
I refuse to admit you to my netherworld.
You're correct, I've absolved my self-control,
This spiraled course depression has me on.
AGONY!
I'M A STUDY IN DESPAIR, DOMINEERED BY THE PROMISE OF AGONY!
AND THE HAPPINESS IS BOUND, AND THE HOPELESSNESS IS FOUND.
I'M IN AGONY!!!
CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND, DESPONDENCY COMMANDS MY AGONY!
and I'm waiting to die alone...
As I'm drowning in a sea of abused visions and shattered dreams,
A chilling descent into a phobic hell,
Insanity's blade performs it's correctional surgery.
Impending doom in this blackened room,
I can give this all away.
It's all so easy to capitulate,
Nothing is making me stay...
Retreating within and hiding behind my wall.
Dealing without, there's no escape from this moribund state.
Awaiting deep sleep, we don't care if I don't wake.
In darkness' hands though terrified, I feel safe.
I don't fit into the scheme of things!
These years as an outcast are quickly wearing thin.
My carefree days are a thing of the past,
And I welcome the fact that I'm coming to an end.
Melancholy, my bride, I devote unto thee,
My, breath, my mind and my soul.
As silence washes over me,
I've never been so tired, so cold...
Confusion seizes unto me,
Manacled and beaten, chained up by it's frozen vice.
This is killing me, but my mind is set, and I'm too weak to fight.
Have you any idea what it's like to want to die?Then you will know from where I speak.
This winter in my soul,
This winter in my soul...
AGONY!
I'M A STUDY IN DESPAIR, DOMINEERED BY THE PROMISE OF AGONY!
AND THE HAPPINESS IS BOUND, AND THE HOPELESSNESS IS FOUND.
I'M IN AGONY!!!
CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND, DESPONDENCY COMMANDS MY AGONY!
and I want to be left alone...
Yet again, I have no answers,
The confusion of my fate takes it's toll.
Symbolically speaking, what's another life
That lists "ending itself" as its one and only goal?I've examined my options and I see nothing in my sight,
Is there an avenue I've yet to explore?
As of now, I'm decided I have nothing to live for...
Defeated, alone, yet you laugh at the state I'm in!
I can't help what I am, but you think this is all in my head.
I'm not asking for help, but I want you to understand,
That I'm going away, you guess if I'm coming back.
You wish I had a will to live?
This condition I'm in didn't happen overnight.
I've hated myself for an eternity,
Now I finally feel that I'm doing something right.
As darkness descends I behold the Candlemass,
I seek intimacy with death.
Again, you're correct, these feelings will pass,
When my memory is all you have left.
My life has metamorphosed,Into a marriage of the twisted and macabre.
I'm sitting here now feeling the effects of my words,
Trying to see a reason why I should go on.
I have to wonder, do I still believe in God?
'Cause God no longer believes in me.
I lay myself down for my final peace,I welcome Death, my spirit is free...
AGONY!
I'M A STUDY IN DESPAIR, DOMINEERED BY THE PROMISE OF AGONY!
AND THE HAPPINESS IS BOUND, AND THE HOPELESSNESS IS FOUND.
I'M IN AGONY!!!
CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND, DESPONDENCY COMMANDS MY AGONY!
and I'm pleading to die alone...
11. OUTRO
Instrumental
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